There’s an arc of movement that naturally happens when we fully and consciously CHOOSE to define our identity from more generous terms than the hardship we’ve habituated in crisis. 

We Dissolve. Relationships built on roles breakdown. Jobs that affirm old ass ideas of who and how we thought we should be breakdown. We feel unmoored and lost and unsure if we’ll ever feel landed ever again.

It’s ESSENTIAL to have support in this stage. It’s seductive to slide back into the familiar and “safe,” even it’s killing you softly.

When we’ve trusted the process enough to ALLOW the change(s) to take root, we begin to seek Permission to move more dynamically with the space made from dissolve. What’s essential, is that we re-route any ways where we are outsourcing permission from systems and other people that will plug us back into the prior matrix, any source that requires our small, tired and controlled role playing. The work here is to attune to more generous sources like Earth, Ancestors, Archetypes, God, and the more eternal aspects of ourselves.

This level of refinement is available in the Field Keeper Lab and in Field Oracle. We play to keep the range of motion fluid and for the learning to seep in even deeper. We play to expand our capacity. To make memories at the edges of possibility that ripple into the mundane in ways that reshape our perception.

As confidence grows, we regain contact with the wellspring of creativity and Origination that is ours to draw from — and from there we can truly share with others.

Origination is what is most needed in these times, and unfortunately it is one of the first layers that is under attack when the collective is in crisis. Many of us are too-tired to create, and it can feel dirty to play or enjoy life when so many are so keenly suffering — and this is on purpose.